Ow my.....
I'm already an emotional wreck. I try to keep thinking positive, to keep focus on the good times that we may still be able to share...
But that little voice in the back of my head keeps telling me that "this may be the last time that...". And I *know* I should not go there... But I'm just so scared of losing her...

And now, slowly, some support is coming in. and every notification brings me to tears... partially sad tears because I know the time is running out... Also, partially happy tears , because people care for me and Arwen. People think we're important enough to get this support... However sad the reasons may be...

I can never thank you with my words. I feel they will always be insufficient... If that makes sense...

But we're at €290/€400 now, and it means that I, hopefully, will be able to bring her back home, after her soul has crossed the bridge...

As I mentioned in the update on GoFundMe, it would be amazing is we could raise enough to also make a start for the costs for the ash-pendant. But... Getting her the private cremation and urn, and taking her home, those will be most pressing, once she's passed... When I've got the ashes, I can save for the ash-pendant to wear her close to my heart forever....

Thanks ever so much for all your support! Arwen and I really appreciate all you do for us...

I'll try to keep sharing all the Arwen pics I can, both here and on Pixelfed. Because she is worth it...

For those that want to make me so some more, the link to the GoFundMe is https://www.gofundme.com/f/AlwaysArwen

#GoFundMe #Grateful #Labrador #DogsOfMastodon #Labradorable

#EyeContact in #Selfie

Weather today is just absolute amazing so I stopped working at 4pm and went out for a ride! 27 miles with weighted average power at 179 watts - not too bad considering I was beating myself up on the trainer last weekend!

And love my new Heavy Pedal kit!

Desperately needed this huge dose of dopamine!

Kassel (ots) - Selbst überführt hat sich kürzlich ein 36-Jähriger aus Kassel. Anhand eines offensichtlich unbeabsichtigten Selfies des Tatverdächtigen auf dem gestohlenen Gerät konnten Ermittler der Bundespolizei einen Handydiebstahl ...

https://www.presseportal.de/blaulicht/pm/63990/6012991

To skoro namawiam do wrzucania #styluwa - klasyk przymierzalnia stajl. Przykład trochę wychodzenia ze strefy komfortu, ponieważ od lat nie cierpię wszelkich grochów i groszków, ale te były takie przyjemnie absurdalnie wielkie, plus te absurdalnie luźne rękawy (na focie nie widać, ale one są zakończone falbaną). LubimyTo.

Na focie wyglądam chudziej niż normalnie, zapewne przez wyszczuplające lustro (precz), niestety innego pod ręką nie było

(@wariat spot the pciółka , partial tuck dla @jjcelery )

Random casual photo taken of Xabrina during harsh wind.

#photography #ricoh #ricohgriii #ricohgr3 #ricoh #selfie #portrait #sooc #jpg #jpeg #girl #casualphoto #ricohhdf https://pixelfed.social/p/yeechie/817221837554158808

It pains me to do this...
Arwen is still with me...
But I fear her time is slowly (or quickly, depending how you look at it) running out.
When she passes, I'll need to make arrangements for her.
I want her to be cremated individually, so that I can have her ashes in an urn. And use some of the ashes for a pendant...

So, I know it's early, but here I am sharing the GoFundMe for Arwen's cremation, urn, and possibly the pendant.

https://www.gofundme.com/f/AlwaysArwen

I'm so sorry to ask for help with this. But I'm at a loss of how to get the funds in any other way, and I would like to be able to get everything sorted once she's passed the rainbow bridge.

She just means the world to me. She's seen me at my best and my worst, and she never stopped believing in me. She's the reason I'm still around, she really saved me when the days were darker than a starless night... I owe her...

Fankoos in advance. I know I could never repay all the kindness shown here to me.

#MutualAid #MutualAidRequest

(#EyeContact in #Selfie)

Edit: made a unique link, so I updated this Toot with that link.

Feel very pretty today! And rarley been this secure about my looks :3 #selfie #trans #lesbian #pride #summer

Me and another Selfie
Photography Writing
By Meister Jeder 2025
#dada #Dadaismus #Selfie

I voted today! As Zoé!

(Yeah it's a bit early but I had to go to the local Élections Canada office anyway to change my info, might as well vote while I'm there)

Here's my "Look, ma! I'm voting!" outfit.

#nsfw #selfie huomenta